Saturday, September 11, 2010

never-ending rant

I've come to a conclusion tonight. It isnt a nice one or one im proud of but i've come to terms with it. I'm a little reluctant to share with all of you however I just need to get it off of my chest. At school I have no true friends. I have acquaintances, people I see in classes, and my roommates but I have no friends at school like I have at home. Friends I can tell anything to, friends that I actually want to spend quality time with, friends that I don't get annoyed with after five minutes with them. These people I thought were my friends at school cause a scene in public places and embarrass me, they act like they're still two years old and need to be coddled, they don't know how to make decisions on their own or think for themselves. I've gotten to the point tonight where I never want to see these people again. They make me want to cry after spending 5 minutes with them, they pick on me and make feel like I'm a horrible person, on multiple occasions they have told me I am a horrible friend. They are lazy and feel like they are the only ones that have feelings in the entire world and that the world should cater to them. Tonight was the end. They showed up to my apartment unannounced and have been here for the past 2 hours, messing with my stuff, going through my things, and just being downright rude to me. I know I shouldn't have let it get this bad but deep down I thought it wasn't this bad. This may make me sound like a completely horrible, selfish brat of a person but at this point I do not care. Honestly I am tired of having to deal with this and need to get it off my chest but of course my best friend and boy friend are long asleep. Sorry for the never-ending whiney complaining rant. I promise to post something bright and cheery tomorrow morning. Now I feel much better for getting it off my chest and if they would leave I would be completely happy. END RANT


  1. I know those kind of people; we all do. Keep a stiff upper lip and try to be the bigger person. I hope you find a "true" friend soon. *hug*


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